urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love One that leaves you defenseless... tun 2006-08-20T23:17:21Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:31010 2006-08-20T23:17:21Z 2006-08-20T23:17:21Z HEEEEEEEEEY<br /><br /><br />how is everyone?<br /><br /><br />guess what people!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:30851 2006-06-12T14:02:43Z 2006-06-12T14:02:43Z all thats left- thrice DUDE IM LEAVING TOMORROW!!!!!!!! <br /><br /><br />at 12 to 1 30...<br /><br /><br />get on to say bye to me...<br /><br />bye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:30469 2006-06-07T22:13:20Z 2006-06-07T22:13:20Z No hardcore dancing in the living room- Chiodos So, today at 11 o clock a.m... i went on a date with this girl who is pretty awesome i must say. I even woke up at 9 to get ready and stuff. We had lunch at appleebees and yes i did pay for us. After that we went to G.T bray Park and we threw a football around for a 20 minutes or 30? She suprisingly had good hands and a good arm. After that we went to this like lake thingy and we sat there and talked about just random things... it was really fun.<br /><br /><br />On a sadder note...<br /><br />I leave for bangladesh in 6 days and i will remind you of this every 2 days so you all can give me your love.lol. <br /><br />and quote of the day comes from chiodos...<br /><br />"and this time we may never fall in love again" ( its a really good song) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:30308 2006-05-29T23:35:33Z 2006-05-29T23:35:33Z Sugar Sacrement-Thursday so yeah i leave in 2 weeks for bangladesh...And i think i have a crush on this lady friend of mine...maybe?<br /><br />i think i might wait till after vacation to tell her or work something out but idk...<br />I might just try to see what happens before i go... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:30020 2006-05-25T21:00:23Z 2006-05-25T21:00:23Z Morningstar- AFI OMG MITUN IS UPDATING HIS LJ? noooooooo way. <br /><br />ladies and gentlemen it is true, i am updating the livejournal. <br /><br />Since the last entry i have:<br /><br />given up 2 homeruns in baseball, am single, and i got guns the size of the u.s army (i should be in iraq) lol. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:29918 2006-01-20T20:19:48Z 2006-01-20T20:19:48Z this night has opened my eyes - at the drive in I MADE THE BASEBALL TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YEAH NIGGGGGGA. <br /><br /><br />( I didn't think I would.) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:29614 2006-01-14T02:40:49Z 2006-01-14T02:40:49Z So Here We Are- Bloc Party I know I'm on AIM a lot, but a couple days ago i realized how just one person not being on changes everything. I don't really want to be on AIM unless that one person is on. It's wierd, I don't really talk to anyone, this person and a few others. Right now I'm only on hoping I'll see her screen name pop up or something. I really wish this person would get on somehow. I really miss her. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:29273 2005-12-31T05:22:08Z 2005-12-31T05:22:08Z Human nature- Miles Davis My new year resolution is to be drug free for the whole year. :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:29144 2005-11-20T05:37:13Z 2005-11-20T05:37:13Z poppy- KALAN COLWELL OMG JESSICA HAS OUT DONE HER SELF AGAIN. SERIOUSLY THIS ONE IS SOOOO GOOD. I LOVE IT!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:28689 2005-11-07T20:57:02Z 2005-11-07T20:57:02Z A note which a cord is built- emery Look out the corner, your eyes are dripping red.<br />Scars fill your arm, from the pain.<br />I gave it all to you.<br />I shut you down, make you weak to the knees.<br />Just about as weak as morals.<br />Looser then your legs in a summer night.<br />I know it all, it used to be tight.<br />Everything has to crumble and fall.<br />I just made it easier to hit the ground.<br />Scream all you can, <br />your voice will break off quick.<br />So shut up and let the blood drip.<br />Because bandages can't hide everything.<br />I'll reveal your broken heart to everyone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:28454 2005-11-06T20:10:34Z 2005-11-06T20:10:34Z set phaser to sun - taking back sunday how your lies sold land to my heart.<br />how you made sex more then a act.<br />it wasn't just art.<br />your touches meant more then a fuck.<br />Out of spite, or out of luck.<br />I made you mine,<br />the greatest love of all time.<br />happiness wasn't meant to last this long.<br />But the game of life wasnt supposed to be this easy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:28181 2005-11-04T20:03:27Z 2005-11-04T20:03:27Z take care of the dead fish- evergreen terrace I can't sleep with your dreams. <br />I can sleep with my dreams. <br />Looking back, no regrets, just lies. <br />Only pain in descriptions of despite. <br />While you're awake with nightmares of haunting. <br />Did you forget something? <br />You forgot to say "goodbye". <br /><br />evergreen terrace <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i don't know why i should try its not like shes gonna like me.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:28004 2005-10-29T05:04:24Z 2005-10-29T05:04:24Z alexisonfire tomorrow is going to be a very good day. i see vicky and we are going to hang out, i kinda like her, theres so many feelings i have and idk them all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:27901 2005-10-02T07:01:13Z 2005-10-02T07:01:13Z none Im in vero beach and its so much better then bradenton. Its cleaner and just less crowed with people. When im here it makes me happy, But thats not what im here to say. I read this thing. And i got me thinking. When we are in a relationship, are we everything the other person wants to be with. I was thinking of that and i don't think i am. Ive never been in all my relationships, i don't think once i was everything what the girl wanted, i mean i have no feature that stands out. Im not over funny, hot, or even have a great personality. I doubt when she goes to sleep she says to herself " wow im so lucky i have a great boyfriend" more like "how can i change him" probably. she makes me happy and i really like her, but i dont think i do nearly as much to her as she does to me. Im not anywhere near what she really wants in a boyfriend and it sucks really badly. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:27559 2005-09-27T22:55:53Z 2005-09-27T22:55:53Z angel below-underoath the word of love meant nothing to you, i was taken in with your lies,<br />you thought i was to weak to leave, but you were wrong.<br /><br />(breakdown) <br /><br />you mean nothing to me now!!!!!!<br />when you think of i hope you heart dies.<br />&lt;33333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:27315 2005-09-13T21:14:05Z 2005-09-13T21:14:05Z time after time - spoken last night was the worst, she would barely talk to me and after she left i listend to her song over and over.... shes everything thats on my mind. I don't know what she wants though... i really like her, but who knows maybe someone else will get her. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:26958 2005-09-11T15:52:27Z 2005-09-11T15:52:27Z Burn piano island-the blood brothers There is this girl. She makes me so happy. And when im with her i dont know what to say. She makes me lose my words, and thats hard. I don't want to say something dumb around her. She just makes everything a lot better it seems. i really really really really hope im her everything because shes mine. I think shes really really everything i think of now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:26852 2005-08-18T02:18:10Z 2005-08-18T02:18:10Z theres no I in team I started something I couldn't finish <br />If we go down, <br />we go down together <br />best friends means, <br />well best friends means <br /> You never knew <br />well i never told you... <br />Everything I know about breaking hearts <br />I learned from you, it's true <br />I've never done it with the style and grace you have <br />But I've made long term plans <br />based on these mistakes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:26532 2005-08-14T18:18:14Z 2005-08-14T18:18:14Z playing with fire-emery Pardon me for saying so but you look more pitiful<br />Than I have ever imagined<br />Despite perfect fashion<br />And the photographs depict you so differently<br />I always thought you would be, some sort of match for me <br /> <br />So let's decide who can survive<br />Stomping feet and racing beats<br />Of hearts that don't ever slow<br />Then I'll write letters on white paper<br />Expressing my deep disappointment<br /><br />emery-playing with fire. just part of the song. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:26251 2005-08-12T01:37:33Z 2005-08-12T01:37:33Z well yeah its over and this hurts more then when the bitch broke up with me... <br /><br /><br />i wish she wasnt such a good friend and i didnt love her so much.<br />i want to hate her but i can't shes the best thing right now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:26018 2005-07-31T06:18:52Z 2005-07-31T06:18:52Z ohhh shit. Come look at my layout. <br />ILOVEYOU JESSICA.<br />Best layout EVER. <br />what are you doing? COME LOOK! and<br />COMMMMENT urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:25431 2005-07-27T21:44:03Z 2005-07-27T21:44:03Z life on standby-hawthorne heights HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE KOOLEST BROWNIE ALIVE.... MITUN MITRA urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:25317 2005-07-26T21:12:04Z 2005-07-26T21:12:04Z no trivia-fama im updating.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:25053 2005-07-13T05:52:04Z 2005-07-13T05:52:04Z IF YOU LOVE ME, YOULL JOIN HERE<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=________1946"><img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/snap_snap_itookyourpicture/________1946banner.jpg"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brownie_love:23855 2005-06-28T18:15:56Z 2005-06-28T18:15:56Z alone in december- underoath to my recent entry im saying i am not going to use my lj anymore.